Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Random Thoughts.....

I'm just sitting here wondering why in the world I'm still awake at 12:55am??!!??? I just don't know what to do with my schedule anymore. I'm having the strangest dreams at night and it's causing me to not sleep very well and I'm bored out of my mind! I have no money coming in, because I just can't find a job that I'm qualified for, so I don't want to go out and waste gas in my gas guzzling truck! I'm going out of my mind and there are only so many jobs you can apply for in one day and there are only so many people you can call in one day. I'm going insane! I'm trying to have a good daily schedule so that when I do go back to work, maybe it will be easier for me to get back into the swing of things. I'm trying to get up no later than 8am so that I can get my daily job searches done during business hours. But it's just not working!

I'm going to try to go to bed, now that it's 1:02am...and we'll see what tomorrow brings! Have a great day, everyone!

4 comments:

Scott Smith said...

Trish, Worry can lead to some pretty strange dreams! I used to have them a lot and sometimes still do when you worry. Just keep your focus on THE prize (Jesus), and all else will fall into place. Lately my eyes have been anywhere but there, but I am remedying that. Time to refocus on God. Time to stay focused on God. He will light your way, it's in the bible! Lol

Missy M said...

I assumed that you just hadn't gone to bed last night yet because I was still up working...or well napping on the couch waiting for my technician to call me. I agree with Scott that the wierd dreams are coming from worry. I know its rough, but just hang in there and put God first in everything you do. Oh and I'm not far away if you just want to talk or rant. =)

Trish Begley said...

The verse that got me through many times -- I love sharing it!

Philippians 4:6-7

6 Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. 7 And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.

Sarah S said...

I will continue to pray for you! You are such a cool girl that any employer should feel lucky to have you.